heyho lets go! Well the first page of my journal? how long will it last.. hmm. Well this week has been SO blurgh, really really really boring. Fiona dropped by on monday, to see me and stuff..but then she cleared of babysitting, yesterday was really crap and i actually stayed in bed till like 1, got up then picked lucy up from school ( oh the fun .. its really odd going down the school if people dont know who you are, the kinda give you disgusted looks as if to say ergh, look a teenage mother... or whys she not at school?.. damn bitchy parents..do they not realise that i'd have to have been like 8 when i gave birth to my sister? lol)anyway.. then TODAY is so crap. im meant to be going into town today to help liam buy hair gel, with tony and elle.. lol but what does the mother spring on me at 7am this morning!? " I hope you dont have any plans for today because the plumber and the architects are coming over " WHAT !! i told her last night i was going in to town, argh she pisses me off.. my parents like forbid me to do anything ! ! .. woo fucking hoo. another day in the house, oh so bored. ( Iv found some playdough, its quite kool lol) iv even lost my house keys so its not as if i can go out anywhere anyway,but hey it would have been nice * angered face * , so yeah, now im like VEH pissed off... hopefully when i go and pick lucy up from school today all my mothers possesions will be stolen from the house, like she deserves.. and mine shall not be touched * grins * so im writing my journal. argh, the days getting worse, i have work tonight. * sulks* ... well this journal entry is for my sweetie annabeaNIE! because she told me i hadn't put any deviations on in ages, and she is oh so right, but wha tha hey.. i have nothing to show, so im just going to write LONG journal entrys which appear REALLY pointless, but at least it shows iv added something for u nie!! .. * JUMPS * the postie just put something big thru the door.. argh damn wooden floors. nehoo , college tomorrow am actually quite looking forward to it. it means i can go out the house and be a social little munckin without having to hang around for architects and plumbers and suchwat all day. so " woo". neway, im going outside. X x X <3 Sazzles X x x X <3